Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Finalising my 2012

What did I have?


I have Isabel turned one. The first year we’ve been together. Many things eventfully happened to us, but ‘till now, we’re both survived well and heading to better years. Love to be in my own, manage everything in my way.

Tracey J turned more than 9 months old now. So far, I’ve looked after her quite well, looking forward to other safe years together.

I had lovely love story. However, it hadn’t lasted long as expected.

I had finished the first 7 years in my own, without parents to protect me, with many tears I went through. Thankfully, relatives, friends and work-family are always by my side to mentally support me.

Jeremy accidently went away. There were 3 years been together. There is many love for you, all of my memory photos and other important stuff. I missed you more than what I could image.

It turns one year I’ve been with dialysis family. I respect what I have, and appreciate what I chose. Sometimes I realize that changes are not too bad if it has a chance to try.

What didn’t I have?

I lost my control in driving, which led to unexpected accident and pushed Tracey away from me. So sorry Tracey, yet you would rest in peace now, with many love from me for 4 years being together.

Rubbishes happened around. Rubbished-neighbourhood to an idiot lived with her money-monster-master. Rubbished-thief/thieves broke my back door, took my Jeremy. Hope these guys to be caught soon so that giving me back the peaceful place to live.

Garden is not growing well as last year. Maybe a rough year I’ve been through, that’s why everything is going worse with me since then.


However, they were the past, I should not worry so much for them. I should look forward to see better things happened to me in a new year.

Keep my mind fresh, keep my eyes clear and keep my heart opened to welcome a better year.